wow... have you considered using periods? :-)
okay, as far as I understand: you want a PHP to submit to itself, and the second time it is loaded, you want to email something.
Do this: print a form with a hidden variable called "submitted_once" with a value of "yes".
In your PHP, evaluate this value to find out what to do:
if(isset($_GET['submitted_once'])) {
// email
}
else {
// print your page with the form, hidden var, and submit button
}
-sridhar