Aww I...c that is a good thing. So here is what to do next. Go get a nice PHP learning book and go through it all to get a nice thorough grasp of PHP. Then you don't need a tutorial all you will need is a concept of what you want to do. Then since you have good knowledge of the language you can make that concept come to life with PHP.
BTW Tutorials suck they can confuse you really easily if you don't have good knowledge of PHP. Anyway if you script something yourself you get much more graditude then if you followed a tutorial. Not community graditude but self graditude.