it's been a whole week and no one has replied - so it's true -
and nobody wants to associate with you either ! 😃
but I know the feeling ... you just have to hope to do it better next time.. or revisit it in a year and be pleased how much better you'd do it now, while moaning at your own messy and over complex code - I've been updating a 6 year old project and it's not been much fun
but you also have to move on - that way you get things finished !